i was about to write a long as post.
but then i realized for what? it wont change anything. Maybe god can hear my tears & he’ll change things around. Tired of writing tired of expressing, it gets me no where & i can never get what i want. No matter how hard i work for it.
i remember when everything was set perfectly..

I’d date the male version of me in a heartbeat . cuff that UP .
I DELETED EVERYTHING ! Pics , texts , quotes. Throwing out flowers , bears , cards etc. & pawning the ring. I’ll finally have the balls to do it.
Meeting up with my best friend later. I owe him a huge apology.
Moving on from a pointless relationship really aggravates me. Don’t tell me I haven’t changed , when I sat there and took shit from you. I haven’t changed a damn bit? Watch me.








